New Start

Well, if you haven't noticed I deleted most of my old post. Mostly because:
1- I don't want to remember anything from last year
2- I was at one od my worst States and cant bare to remember it.
3- Its heart quenching to even read my thoughts.
4- I have so much that reminds me of it I don't need anymore.
I could say so much more but its just to exscruchiating to think about. Well I am going to go to bed. Goodnight Loves <3